New life

I have no idea what life is like or what it should be like. I have experienced many things, joys, pain, sorrow, heartache, childcare, incapacitation, love, loss, sex, laughter, drink, smiles, sunrises, and sunsets. I have felt the earth move under my feet and flown high through the clouds. I have had tears of Joy and tears of pain. I have felt the cold embrace of death only to have it let go, I have sort the solace of death only to live again. I can name them all but why?

I have more questions than answers and I find myself more puzzled with the world daily, if there is ever a moment I feel like I have it figured out it escapes me all at once. I have been confused and bamboozled, probably gone right more times that I should have gone left. The beauty of it all is that through it all I have lived.

I have heard life is short and that you should make the best of it, been taught to plan because you never know what tomorrow may bring. The odd thing I have realized is that tomorrow never comes and death is never at your beck and call. 

You live, you live with every breath you take and you live to leave something meaningful behind, some mark that says you were here. We are more like graffiti artist in this universe trying to leave a distinctive mark. Some swear, some kill, some try to erase the mark of others but you can’t, some love, some sing and some dance. Whatever you chose to do, do so with all your will and don’t let those who can’t tell you not to. Love with all you have daily and be free to experience life, remember that you did not come about by accident but were created by a divinely perfect design. The process of life may be crazy and the outcomes uncertain so all you can do is make the most out of it and if you are going to leave your mark make it as big as you can, as beautiful as you can imagine and as loving as it can be.

I could say I have been hated more than I have been loved but that would be a lie, because if only one person loved me truly it would mean more than if the world hated me, there is a key that the whole universe plays to and a not that all play to. There is a season for remembrance and one for forgetting, there is a time for selecting and a time for letting go, but as long as you have breath live and live well.